Secret life - Firsthand accounts of UFO abductions

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"I’m trying so hard to get ahold of my thoughts. I’m telling myself not to panic. I’m thinking, “Don’t panic. Don’t panic becauseyou’ve been through this before. This isn’t a dream, this is really happening."

"I'm looking into those eyes... Once you look into those eyes, you're gone. You're just gone. My eyes are open, but my mind is sort of gone. I have no will. I am absorbed and i'm not fighting it."

"I feel like a lab animal, just sort of lying there and taking it, like a cat at the vet's."

"I'm saying, 'This is repulsive ! You're not going to get away with this. I will not let you do this.' And he said, 'Yes, you will let us do it. It's very important.' And I say, 'I'll remember this and I'll have an abortion.' And he said, 'You won't remember this.' "

"They're breeding us... there's no doubt. I mean, this is absolutely clear."

Contents

Foreword by John E. Mack, M. D.
A Note to the Reader

THE BEGINNINGS
A New Discipline
Sightings and Abductions

THE ABDUCTION EXPERIENCE
Getting There
Physical Probing, Alien Bonding, and the Breeding Program
Machine Examinations, Mental Testing, and Hybrid Children
Sexual Activity and Other Irregular Procedures
Going Home
The Abductors

LIVING WITH THE SECRET
Exploring the Evidence
The Struggle for Control

THE SEARCH FOR MEANING
Answers
Questions

Afterword - Final Thoughts

APPENDIX
A Few Words about Methodology
The Abductees
Diagraming the Abduction

Simon and Schuster, 1992, 336 p.